Confuzzled old me

Recently I have been back to my old school, which i really miss... I was pulled out of it in year 8 by my parents and then i was placed in a new school (which sucks, by the way). It's annoying because I'm confuzzled as to who my real friends are at this school. I have been here for almost a year, and I'm STILL confused??! Hah. Well, here goes the list...


Potential Friend 1 - Really great, supportive, funny and we have the same interests. But she is such a copycat. Seriously, I find out about this epic brand of pens and, trust me, within the next week she will have bought the lot. Another problem is that she sometimes just abandons me and goes with someone else when she CLEARLY said she would go with me. I know this is really petty of me, but I just can't help it.


Potential Friend 2 - Funny, sarcastic but seriously fickle. One day she stalks me everywhere, and the other she doesn't seem to realise my existence. E.g. say I am sitting next to her in class, talking to her and then some boy (always a boy, guys) asks her a question, she drops our conversation immediately and begins to structure an essay within speech. Whenever she pauses for a break, I sometimes try to get a word in, but I NEVER succeed. Seriously, once I actually said, to her face, while she was talking to the anonymous guy, "Hey, yeah, you know how your water bottle broke? And I offered to buy you a drink to get you through the day? And you ignored me? Well, Do you still want to drink, because I can buy you some juice or something. But, of course, you are not listening so I might as well ramble on..." AND SHE DID NOT NOTICE ANY OF WHAT I SAID. EVEN WHEN I SAID IT TO HER FACE. Gah.
She also says seriously private and mean things to people behind their backs (to boys, of course) just to look cool.


Potential Friend 3 - This girl is nice, friendly, used to be my BFF (kinda) but now she is really distracted by her other friends.
I once walked up to her when she arrived early to school, we talked and laughed, but then I told her that her other friends were outside. She left, there and then. Making me feel incredibly small and insignificant.


Well, these are just three people out of around 10 - 15. 


Excuse the bitchy-ness of this blog lol


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